Invisible Tears

What happens when someone tells you that you are overreacting...
When you are only hurt and need someone to talk to...
When your tears are frozen in your eye and wont leave it....
When you feel worse than having a knife stricken through your heart...
When you feel that your whole world is falling apart...
When you cant find one person that will listen to you...
And when you do, you are not sure if he is the one he appears to be...

I miss having someone to talk too...
I miss my family...
My brothers...
My dad...
Everyone...
But its hard...
When you know that they are close, but still very far away...

I have everything anyone could ever wish for...
But still...the one thing that would make me happy Is missing...
It wont leave me alone...
It wont let me live life like I should...
It is the only thing that makes me cry...
And I cant forget it...
The invisible tears are on my face every day...
But I hide them with the biggest smile...
Because letting someone know how you really feel...
Will just make you feel worse...