Since you been gone

Since you been gone I'm drowning in my own tears, nothing left to hold on to here

I feel my body getting weaker everyday, people are starting to see but have nothing to say

I cant eat I can't sleep my hunger awaits, for now I feel I can't do nothing without you but wait

The fat on my body is starting to look like bone, I ask myself why I'm so miserable alone

My eyes are red from crying everyday the pain is overwhelming its too much to take

I wake up alone and cold in my bed , thinking of all the things I regret

I want you so bad its tearing me up inside, I'm hurting so much and the feeling I can't hide

I want to just rip out the thoughts in my head, the thoughts are haunting Id rather be dead

I look at my wrist wondering what my blood would look like, If I reach for the knife and ended my life