I thought you were the one

I thought that you were going to be the guy that I stay with for a while
I guess that I was wrong
You told me that I was your first real girlfriend
Then I find out that you are lying to me
What was that about?
I also thought that you loved me
was I wrong about that to?
You told everyone that you had a girlfriend
How am I supposed to believe you?
Now you do drugs
You started after we broke up
Why don't you tell me what is on your mind?
Why can't you like me for me
That is why I liked you
I love you and you have to realize that
I am not going to get over you
Not now and probably not ever
But you can't see that I cry over you every night
I look around when I hear your name but you are not there
Why can't you see that
I told you a lot but you just don't want to see that
Do you?