My dead love..

About the same day you had died
You took away my heart, and my pride.
As I watched them lower you to the ground
Everyone cried, with out a sound.
Then I realized you'd be gone forever
also, I asked myself when I would ever have another kiss
and the answer was never.
As the tears fell to the ground, my sadness that was lost, was now found.
I approached your coffin, and words that were never said, were said.
As the words came out, my tongue was like lead
Weighing me down, so nothing else could be said.
And from when I first met you, it was the moment that i dread
The day I would be with out you, when I would not be one
The day I would not have fun
That night, As I crawled into bed
I just wanted the pain to end
No one could ever take your place
A challenge, between dying and staying alive, a race.
But, I made a smart decision stayed put, asked myself why and cried till I couldn't see
And then I realized, it's so people wouldn't suffer. Just like me.