F**king Under the Influence

My body betrays me
My motions have no thought
The afterthoughts invade
I know this isn't what I want

So am I dirty for desire
When you look into my eyes
Do you think that I'm a wh0re?
Can you tell I'm telling lies?

I know you know I hate you
My morals bend to my bodies' word
Alone now I feel shameful
Disgusted by what just occurred

Loveless fury wrapped in passion
Romance with a cynics twist
No heartbreak for a lover
When true love did not exist

Not sober but I'm aware
That I'm playing in the fire
Influence drowns me with affection
Influence kills me with desire

And though I may hurt those around me
And what I do isn't always right
If my pains numbs with yours on top
Then my ways will not end tonight.