Crazy or Depresed?

She says that I'm depressed because of my family life at home
The way I sleep and never eat and stay always at home
But she will never know what passes though my head
For I do not feel like I need pills instead
She says I wouldn’t know if I was depressed
Like a crazy person never knows there’s something wrong inside there head
Maybe I need some help
Maybe I need none
Maybe I’m just normal or maybe there is something wrong
But to sit here and write down all the what ifs maybes and buts
Would be just like a crazy person who had no guts
I do not contemplate death I just think of it at night
So to call me crazy is just wrong because I might be all right
You could say im depressed but I will not agree
Im happier sometimes when its only me.