Not Me

Not me
why me
always me
this can't be

every night i wake up
i hear your voice whispering to me
but you arent there
it's almost like i have no choice
but to cry

i can't stand the lonely nights
the empty spot where you used to be
it's so lonely at night without you with me

not me
why me
always me
this can't be

you're with me
every where i go
even though you're not

the empty spot in my heart
where you used to be
is now filled with guilt and disbelief

why did you have to go
why did you have to leave me
i can't believe you aren't here with me.

i wish i hadn't said the things i did
i wish i could have settled with a simple " i love You"

if i had just told you the way i felt
accepting the fact that you are gone
no where to be found
no where in the world
wouldn't be so hard for me

you're gone now
it's to late
to replace the things I said

not me
why me
why did this happen to me
me out of all the people in the world?
always me?
why does it seem everything happens to me?

now that your not here
it seems as if I am not alive
i guess I can't say that
it's not true with me
but with you it is

you left me all alone in this cold world
if it weren't for those words
i didn't mean to say
you would still be here with me

the memories of you and me
will never be forgotton
not even by me

i still can't believe
you're gone
this just can't be

well I guess it's time
time to say goodbye
for the first time
in a long time

i never would have thought this could have happened to me
the pain
the grief
the disbelief
it's all too much
too much for anyone to endure

but it's something I have to do
so I guess this is a good-bye

good-bye
good-bye for now
that is
not for forever

i'll see you again
not now
but not never

maybe then
we can be together again

not me
why me?
always me?
this just can't be
that you aren't here with me...