Decision Night

Such a beauteous summer night
as noises of a long day just lessened
it's disturbed by sudden helpless cries
despairingly pleading for a decision

all the burden that we collected
the volcano explodes in this clear night
I have swallowed too much crap
which caused the sickness I felt inside

only pain, lies and threats
and the morbid depending on you
a love-hate relationship
realizing where i did get into

in the prime of my life I'm all messed up
I used to have too many fears of letting go
but like everything comes to an end
it's finally time to lose my hold on you

that means plates have to be broken
that's the way a real outburst works
ugly words have to spoken
and of course both of us have to be hurt

now my tears are all dried out
scars are hidden with long sleeves
I wiped of the smudged black mascara
we are finished, I'm ready to leave