Don't Think I Cant Think Of The Right Things To Say,
I Just Don't Want To Hurt You Today.
Never Once Did I Ask For Anything,
Holding Back Tears Makes My Eyes Sting.
And I'm Sorry I Cant Do Much Right,
Maybe Thats Why I Cant Help But Cry At Night.
I Really Love You, But Somethings Not Well,
Everything That Happens Makes My Heart Swell.
And The Pain Is Just So Unbearable,
What People Say Makes Me Sound Terrible.
All I Want Is For It To Cease,
It Disgusts My Soul Like The Most Gritty Grease.
I'm So Scared That I'm Not Enough,
Maybe I Act Like I'm So Tough.
But Its Only A Shell, Covering The Hurt,
It Doesn't Stop Me From Hearing This Dirt.
Sometimes I Worry That I'm Going To Be Replaced,
Then Theres A Jealous Bitter I Taste.
Its Not Fair I Cant Do Anything To Make Things Better,
Sometimes I Worry You Don't Want Us Together.
I Hope That Tomorrow It'll All Go Away,
Please Don't Be Mad With Me, Ok?
I'm So Nervous That I'm Going Insane,
And At Every Other Word, I Feel More Pain.
I'm Starting To Shiver And My Stomach Twists,
And Ive Considered Doing Something About My Clean Wrists..
Please Don't Let Them Change Your Mind About Me,
Please, I Beg Of You, See?
I Can Only Cover Up My Feelings For So Long,
Before I Lose My Mind And Do Something Wrong..
I Want You To Know, I Love You.
Please Don't Stop Loving Me For Whats Not True..
Without You, Ill Suffocate,
Without You, Ill Walk Through Hells Gate.
My Thoughts Are Already Gut Wrenching,
Because Of All The Things You're Mentioning.
Are We Going To Be Alright..?
Lets Just Not Start Some Sad Fight..
A Hate On Hate Spree Where Everything Breaks,
Throwing Our Love Out Upon The Sharp Stakes.
"I'm Not Ok..", I Whisper Silently,
Then My Eyes Will Tear Violently.
I Shiver In My Cold, Dark Room,
Maybe Someday Ill Re-bloom.
And Then My Pain Will Start To Fade,
And Hopefully You'll Have Stayed..
Through The Rain And The Cold,
To See My Rainbow, Bright And Bold...
What I'm Trying To Let You Know,
I'm Never Going To Let You Go.
I Trust You Not To Give In,
My Beautiful Shell Is Pretty Thin.
And Underneath I'm Scared Very Much,
Because They Wont Give Up On You And Such..
