HIM
He wasn't suppose to make me cry
He wasn't suppose to make me just want to die
He knew he meant everything to me
He knew Id do anything for him
So I guess because he knew how much he meant
He was allowed to use me and just throw me away
Those words still whisper in my ears
Those words that make me want to just run away
It didn't mean anything
How could it not have
How could you do this
You weren't suppose to hurt me
Because thats not what friends do
I know you don't know how much it hurt me
But even though its been awhile
Those words just seem to haunt me
When everything seems all right
And we are hanging out again
I remember what you did to me
And I wonder why I'm still here
Why do I still want to make you smile
When you just give me tears
And why do I just want to see you happy
When it makes me so miserable inside
Well, I think Ive learned why
Its because you mean the world to me
Your smile brings me joy
Your voice just fills me up with happiness
Most of the memories we have
Makes me laugh so hard I cry
Its just cause no matter what you do to me
I guess I will still be here
I will still be your friend
Forever even when you decide to leave
I will still be there for you if you need me
Because your someone that I think I actually care about
More then my own self
