My Dads gone

I didn't know what It was like before to lose someone that you love so much,
It leaves a deep hole inside that can't be repaired,
I wouldn't want to wish it on anyone,
Some people just say life goes on,
I don't know how they can say that if they love them that much,
Maybe it is just a guilt trip,
Life has a funny was of teaching you things,
I like learning but no this way,
It's like it See's how strong you are and See's if you can make it,
First of all i didn't think i could, but then you think,
Would that special person that has been taken, want you to be taken,
I have learned that when something as bad as that happens,
It not only teaches you a lesson but it makes you a stronger person inside,
But then when you think everything is going fine,
Something else pops up,
Then you think but my dad ain't going to be here there on my 21st,
Or even the day that you get married then you think who is going to walk you down the aisle on the one day in your life that is meant to be the most happiest and most special,
But no matter how hard you try and let it go it is there staring you right back in your face,
Day after day, Night after night,
You say to your-self will i survive?
Sometimes you have your good and bad days but that special person that you loved so much will always be with you and comfort you no matter what you do wrong in in life and what you do right.
They will always love you and you will always love them and wouldn't want them to see you upset as hard as it is, so you have got to be STRONG,
But it is hard to go on when my dads gone!!!