Hurtful

You explode,
Raging out of control,
Screaming out such horrid words,
Words you know I don't like,
But you don't care.
You'll do whatever it takes to break me down.
I try to avoid you,
But I can't.
I soak up all the words,
And begin to cry.
You said I take things to serious.
But, when you realize what you've done,
You apologize.
I forgive you,
And you promise not to act that way again.
But then another fight comes along,
And you act the same way.
I cant take this anymore,
I want out,
Only finding myself wanting back in ten minutes later.
I ask myself why I'm living like this,
And the only words I find myself saying is
"Because, I love him."