Why can't i meet you first

Every time i stood close to you
my heart trembles as if i was going through
a roller coaster up high in the winds...

but with my friends in between us
i cant manage to be close to you...
why can't i meet you first
if i did, you would be wrapped up in my arms

i would of had held u close...
but in my heart
you still lie deeply
but i promise you I'll wait...

i know that even though you are in a relationship
with my friend...
your heart is always with me...
remember that...

if i had of met u first....
everything would of been different from this...
i promise you ill wait until that day!