Messaging

And then she asked it,
the unavoidable one
which I had been dodging
for so long.

Only after a deep inhalation
can I consider a response
with a fully coherent content
to her pleasure.

But I'm not, I'm not!
I cant be.
And because she's my sister's friend,
she shouldn't even be discussing it.

To my great appreciation
she understands my disillusion
and despite the sister allegiance
my deepest secret remains mine to release.