How Do I Say

How do I say the words its done
when for years you and I were meant as one
we went through hardships and came out at the end
but now I feel like Ive lost my best friend

You don't talk to me the way you once did
we don't laugh like when we were kids
you have your own agenda while I have mine
and that is whats taking up all of your time

How do I say that I don't want this no more
I'm suddenly confused whether I should walk out that door
I find myself crying for things I should be use to
but truth is I'm crying because I want you

I miss the way you put me first in your life
but after all these years I'm still not your wife
what am I to do, I find myself looking at other guys
I guess its just me feeling decieved by all your lies

What am I to do how do I say the words
without neither one of us ending up hurt
I love you but you just leave me all the time
wondering if I'm sharing your love when you should only be mine

You leave for hours and don't come home till late
do you think I like staying at home just to wait
I don't want this I really don't
I want to leave but I won't

What is wrong with me? Why is it so hard
you're leaving my heart more wounded, your not heeling the scars
What have I done to deserve this mess
why do you like causing me all this stress

I know I'm attractive and theres always someone knew
but I still find myself coming back to you
How do I say its over? How do I leave you
when I'm still in love with a man I thought was true