Trying to fight back tears
Not knowing why I'm crying
Maybe because its loneliness I fear
Or maybe because I feel like dying
Why do I hate someone so close to me?
Unanswered questions eating me alive
What will I do if death befalls me?
Feeling dead among the live
His spiteful words can trigger my rivers to flow
I attempt to suffocate myself to escape his wrath
Trying not to sob so hard or else he will know
That he can exile this critic from his tyrannical path
Asking others to help me as I crumble to pieces
Unknowingly I let him dictate my life
The pain he causes always grows never eases
Only time can save me or maybe a knife
