Shame

"You're gonna throw it all away"
That's what you always said
"Just get out of my face,
You're better off dead!"
I can't keep going on this way
This way,
This life,
This pain,
I'm past trying to make you happy
I'm going down in shame

I keep on screaming
I keep on running
I keep on believing
But look where it's got me
All of this pain
You always said I wouldn't
I'm going down in shame

You watch me drown
Where's your hand to help me up
Just kick me down
Farther and farther