My Goodbye

Curiousity welling up inside
A battle between my shame and my pride

Smiling with my eyes so the world won't know
But at the end of the day my tears can't help but glow

I say I'm alright
But not with all my might

Memories are contained in everything around me
I close my eyes and wish I didn't have to see

The rain is coming down hard on my face
I'm hoping it washes you away without a trace

You're smiling,but not at me
It's like she sets you free

It's unfair,that's what it is
For you to be doing this

Help me get away from here,away from you
Take my hand and guide me through the blue

Leave my hand now,but let me say goodbye
Whisper and in my ear and one last time kiss my eye

Goodbye now,you know I'll miss you
You know I'll be right here,waiting to kiss you