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How did we get here buddy?
How come we cant make it work
I always feared that youd leave
In the back of my mind it lurked
But I would never anticipate
The reaction that I would feel
When the day would come
When my thought became real
After all the years weve had
After all the memories we share
I never wouldve thought
That I wouldnt even care
But I guess when I have to see
The changes that youve made
Throwing away our friendship
With the image you portrayed
When you started treating me
With disrespect and with spite
I found it extremely difficult
To find the will to put up a fight
To want to protect this
When you just want to destroy me
You ignored its effects on me
And you chose not to see
I dont know how you could
When I was there all the time
You treated me like shit
Yet acted as if my presence was sublime
You craved me to keep you company
You wanted me to be your escape
Yet the days when I needed you
Is when your true form took shape
I wasnt important and I had no needs
At least in your conceded eyes
You ran away when I hurt
And continued to live in your lies
How do you expect to keep friends
When you cant be a friend yourself
I guess you can take that for thought
As this friendship goes on the shelf