Sleepless Night

This night seems endless
These fears are too much
I'm surrounded by darkness
Craving for a warm touch

I just want to feel safe
That's all I'm asking for
I'm tired of being afraid
I don't want to feel this way anymore

Theses fears just won't go away
And I desperately need you
But you are so far and away
And I can't face this night without you

I don't understand why
I shed those scared tears
Why can't you be by my side
And hold me to your heart so near

How will I ever survive
Without you, through this night
I'm not even sure if I'm alive
I'm not sure if I will ever see the light

Though the sun will arise
Nothing can erase these fears
But the look of your blue eyes
And the warmth of you heartbeats
Will my memory ever going to rest?
Will I close my eyes and sleep once again?
I remember all the things you ever said
Then I realize there will be no end to this pain

Because YOU ARE just not there
When I desperately call out for you
Though I know that you really care
But that's all you will ever do

So there's no reason to carry on
When I know you will never be here
Because without you I can't go on
Without you there's no me

I hope someday you will hear my call
But until then I have to say goodbye
Because if I had just one more fall
And I didn't land in your arms, I'll die

Kiss the sun goodbye for me
And keep its warm rays in your mind
So you can remember what life took away from me
When it played dirty game and didn't make you mine

Take a long look at the sky at night
Maybe you will see my sorrow
See what I lost of dreadful fight
And help me to bring back tomorrow
Promise you will remember me
Whenever you look at a dying star
Because that's what life made me
When it took away and kept you far

May life treat you better
May you have all you dream of
Promise to keep me in your heart forever
And remember me while I'm flying away to above.