Is it my eating disorders fault?
I have always wondered
Is it that, along with depression,
That has torn us all apart?
Don't you feel it?
Don't you see all of the hurt?
One year left together
Just spoiled. In messy dirt.
It feels like I don't belong;
Did I ever, I continuously wonder...
Feels like nothing else matters -
Just becoming more skinnier.
It hurts. We could go a whole week
Without saying 2 words to one another.
Don't you feel it? Can't you see it?
Were torn, in this last year....
I want to belong you see;
I want it to be like before.
We've got one year left
And to all of you;
That doesn't even seem to matter.
Simple Sensation
9 Nov 2007
[This poem isn't my best. Just trying to express my feelings i suppose.
To anyone who is in the mist of developing an eating disorder; Seriously, you might hear loads of people say that you lose your friends through this and you may not believe them. But it does happen. I guess i'm trying to express that through this poem.]
