It hurts

Everything is so different now that your gone.
Why did you have to go?
Why did you have to leave me here, alone, to feel this pain?
It hurts so bad.
Everyday i think of all the times that we shared together, and it hurts so bad to know that i can't make new memories!
It hurts to know that your not coming back.
It hurts to know that i can't say goodbye!
It hurts to know that i can never get to tell you the way i really feel!
It hurts!
I know i have to move on, but i can't!
It takes time!
I know i need to let go but i can't...
Not yet!
I never knew you wouldn't still be here.
I never knew how bad you were hurting.
If i only knew...
Maybe i could have stopped you!
If you only knew how many people loved you.
If you only knew how many people you left behind!
But I know now, is that this is what you wanted!
I know now, is that your happy!
I know now, is that...
I love you!
I know now is that it is time to let go........