Ana

I pray to god
Every night for my rights
Captive in a shell
Of my former self
I see, I hear, and I smell
But emotions never overcome my moving body
I can't love for I don't have a heart to give
I can't smile because happiness has ridden my body
But I can't lie
For I chose this bargain
To exchange my emotions, my life, and everyone I care about
For the biggest goal I could ever reach
To be thin