Just leave me alone

My memories make me wince
Pulls the pain deeper inside
It all comes out in the blink of an eye
And you don't even know it
Can you see the pain in my eyes?
I'm so tired of feeling weak inside
My humanity has been taken from me
My soul dies every day
Because the pain inside refuses to go away
GO AWAY!
GO AWAY!
GO AWAY!
Why did this shit happen to me?
Why couldn't my past have stayed a phantom?
Beaten down into submission by my own paranoia
Everybody is my mortal enemy
Unless I know them all too well
I can't claw my way out of hell
Slit my wrists
And watch my life drain slowly
Watch it go away
GO AWAY!
GO AWAY!
GO AWAY!