I carved the word help in my skin, hopeing some will see, cus when i'm screaming no one can seem to hear it

You tear me down
And then you pick me up
You take it all
And still its not enough
You try to tell me
You can heal me
But Im still bleeding
And youll be the death of me

I don't want to belive,
so let me tell you more about the lies i live.

And i find it kinda funny,
i find it kinda sad.
that dreams where im dying are the best,
ones i have ever had.

Sure this life is called the present, people think its a gift, I just wish I could return mine.

"Go ahead"
"do it once more"
"Grab the knife,"
"and shut the door."

From my poem "vocie in my head"

You know how to play that game
even though you're the only one who plays
so attached to the feelings that you fake
your weakness is your only strength

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more
~TrApT~

Everytime my heart beats, it beats for you.
I wanna forget you, so i'll make the beating stop.

This girl loves and knows everyone,
Except herself.