This girl loves and knows everyone,
Except herself.

Everytime my heart beats, it beats for you.
I wanna forget you, so i'll make the beating stop.

I forget to dream in color
I am better off alone
Honest hearts are undercover
We are shadows on our own
Lose ourselves in open waters
Always swimming back to shore
My addictions have no bounderies
Now I'm crying out for more
~TrApT~

You know how to play that game
even though you're the only one who plays
so attached to the feelings that you fake
your weakness is your only strength

"Go ahead"
"do it once more"
"Grab the knife,"
"and shut the door."

From my poem "vocie in my head"

Sure this life is called the present, people think its a gift, I just wish I could return mine.

And i find it kinda funny,
i find it kinda sad.
that dreams where im dying are the best,
ones i have ever had.

I don't want to belive,
so let me tell you more about the lies i live.

I breathe you in again
just to feel you
underneath my skin
holding on to
the sweet escape
is always laced with a
familiar taste of poison