I want to be wanted

I just want to cry
And cry
to let the pain wash over me
To let the guilt take over me
To sob my sorrows away
To quite being strong
I just want to let go...

Plastic smiles
Heartached spreads
Why is my life hanging on by a thread???

Beauty is not always seen
Sometimes it is hidden
from the world
and ourselves

God... I wanted you to be different
I wanted to talk and laugh
and not give a rats ass
about the world or it's problems
But you turned out to be the same
so I'll take the pain
And not let you win this game....

A lot of people wear masks
why did you have to.. ?

Things are looking up
im hoping they wont go down
i am trying to be happy
without making a crying sound
i must believe in the unknown
till my future is given and shown....

Rivers spill from his eyes
deep sorrow in his words
all for a fallen friend
what can i do
what can i say
how can i comfort him
his nor friend
nor foe
i wondering has this will all go????

Broken into pieces
hidden in the dark
why did we have to part???
and now forever alone...

See what your eyes cant
love what others wont