God... I wanted you to be different
I wanted to talk and laugh
and not give a rats ass
about the world or it's problems
But you turned out to be the same
so I'll take the pain
And not let you win this game....

Beauty is not always seen
Sometimes it is hidden
from the world
and ourselves

Plastic smiles
Heartached spreads
Why is my life hanging on by a thread???

I just want to cry
And cry
to let the pain wash over me
To let the guilt take over me
To sob my sorrows away
To quite being strong
I just want to let go...

There are so many thing I cant say
And I don't know how long he will stay
So I try to tell him as much as I can
so true love can began
but I don't know if it is for him
My chances are slim
I hope he stays
cause I have fallen anyways

The pain hurts...
but at least I d know you were here
And not just something I made up....

No one in this hole wide world knows me...
And only one person has come close...
but now he is gone...

I always mess thing up
I always come runner up
But I don't want to do that with him
I want are love to mend
And let us began again..

As pain stabs at my chest
You lay are love to rest
I try to dig it back up
But then it all erupts
Taking my heart with it
I cant even dream of it.....

God i miss you
and all the things we'd do
i love you with all my heart
and it brakes when were apart...