The same today as yesterday was
my heart on an automatic beat...

The season of good will they say
my favorite time of the year...

Take my world
take my mind...

As i crawl to my room
to weak to stand...

Her blackened hair hugs her face
she shies away from the world...

I don't want to ignore you
although i should i know...

You look through me daily
pretend to care of how i feel...

- wasnt sure where to put this.
I apologize for the anger seeping out of me...

I was vulnerable and you knew that
me, a lost girl you saw...

Young girl with shining eyes
nothing to lose, everything to gain...

As i hold your hand
my mind begins to wonder...

Its so hard to understand
how you caused so much destruction...