My apologies

- wasnt sure where to put this.

I apologize for the anger seeping out of me
i take back every jealous glance
the confusion overpowers what it finds
jumping for fresh mind at each chance

i apologize for the thoughts swimming inside me
wish i could rid them deep underground
but the way i feel, it cant be helped
no matter how tightly these strings are wound

i apologize for shock displayed clearly on this face
amazed at the ever growing contrast
yet again the trust naively shared
now shattered to no longer last

i apologize for the suffocated words
of how my mouth never says what i want
finding it so hard to tell you multiplies
and guilt of nothing but your actions haunt

i apologize for the actions i cant help but show
a result of compressed anger and loss
but I'm not sorry for these feelings, you see
as i have nothing to be sorry of

your thoughtless taunts are the fault
greed growing uncontrollably
so take each apology for my actions
actions caused by YOUR empty sorry