Sometimes Loneliness Wins

Looking inside herself
Seeing a clouded transparent soul,
Torn between two men
Feeling lonely and confused,

The loss of a mate left her empty
Trying to find lost love,
One is older and financially stable
While the other has a heart of gold,

She cant chose between the two
Not being fair to either,
Both willing to accept the past
As the older one is still married,

Why is the younger one even here
Is it only the sex,
Whose soul is transparent now
And who is truly lonely