Slowly I'm losing my mind. It feels like I'm the only one who is alive, but deep down inside has died. As the people pass by, I can feel their presence within my sight. Still they do not see where I reside, it's been this way for quite some time. Friends which I held dear are no longer by my side. What made this change? I wonder day and night. The word alone gets thrown by people left and right, but not many know the pain it carries when used right. To be alone, truly alone, that pain to be described, would take more than a thousand words to write. Alone is more than being bored, it truly means to have no light. No one, no soul, to whom will you confide? Imagine how it feels like when you're breathing air outside, but deep down inside you cannot breathe because you feel confined. We all have people that we know who we call friends to be polite. Those are the ones who try to cheer us up, but that's a useless fight. If our closest friends who we loved can leave us overnight, then why should we trust anyone who claims is not alike. They act surprised, it's not that we dislike, it's that deep down inside our hearts the love we had was wiped, swiped, taken from us without a trace to find. I've tried and tried to climb, from this wretched hole of mine, but every second it gets deep, it changes it's design. My mind a maze, inside a trench, escape is undefined. Alas my will is strong, I'll make it out, because I am alive
