Hmmm

What does this mean
this is real
im just another piece
of the game
to you
you are suppose to be there
but you aren't
alone and scared
not knowing what to do
it so easy to get lost
so hard to be found
will i ever be found
or i will wonder these nights
alone
how am i suppose to trust my heart
knowing that its let me down before
am i setting myself up for another
heartbreak
this time its gunna be different
i found myself while wonder the night
it took me all these years
im no longer fighting alone
im taking control of my fate
not you nor anyone else
i've lived by everyone else rules
but my own
now im gonna take a stand and live my life
my way
no more crying over spilled milk
no more living out of fear
no more worrying about whats gunna happen
im just gunna walk out that door
i've let so many things go unnoticed
and its time i've token notice
Never again will i let myself get so lost
to where i may never be able to find myself
again..