I was first caught by the title of this poem although on reading it wasn’t what I had expected this however wasn’t a bad thing. They idea was good but the poem just didn’t flow, I feel like this must have been written from the heart at a time when it felt very muddled this is mirrored in the poem it just all seemed a bit confused.

I love this. Honestly. From the beginning to the end, it seems simply flawless to me.

First off, the emotions that you expressed touched me.
I wanted to write for the "questions" challenge too, but I thought that the poem filled with questions can't have good flow. This one has perfect flow and rhythm. Every stanza holds heartfelt atmosphere, and the fact that all the questions in the poem are left without the answers makes it especially effective.
I like the wording, too.
All in all, I like beauty and the hint of sadness
entwined throughout the poem.

I'd highlight favorite stanza/lines but I truly like them all.

Superbly done.

This Poem was one of my favorites in the contest. You did just what I wanted someone to do. You left the reader with an uneasy feeling in the pit of their stomache. It was the whole point of the challange.

GREAT JOB!!