I hate the way i love you..
i hate the way i care..
i hate the way i miss you ..
when ur beside me or when your not there..
i hate the way that I'm ready to help you ...
be beside you when your feeling down and blue..
i hate it when I'm ready to give you my world and you have no single clue..
i hate the way i cry ..
i hate it when i tear ..
i hate the way when you smile at me and simply you just blow away that fear ..
i hate it when i hear a song and it reminds me of you..
i hate it when i never see you , cuz what happens to me is get sick and get the flue..
i hate the way when i write you a message especially when i miss you so bad..
i hate it when i want to send you that message saying i miss you , but i erase it because i know that no matter what happens .. I'm still gonna stay sad..
i hate it when you forget about me and when you never call...
i hate the fact the I'm ready to catch you every time you trumble and fall ..
i hate it that you and i are in different directions and you don't feel the same..
i hate it when everywhere i go , all i can say and trace is the letters of Ur name..
i hate the fact the i always wonder if you ever think of me...
or how much do i mean to you ..
i hate it that ill never have answers to these questions , i hate it , it makes me blind and not see..
i hate the way that i love you so much , that I'm ready to take all Ur pain ..
hold it on my shoulders , and set you free and make you sane...
sane enough to know that i was once special to you ..
that one day i meant something to you and was something unique and new ..
i hate the way that I'm ready to give you strength , and make you stand tall..
but most of all ..
i hate the way i dont hate you ..
not even close ..
not even a little bit ...
not even at all ..