You don't know me

I'm a *itch, a s*ank, and a w*ore
I'm the one that you don't adore
I dress in black and speak my mind
I'm the one you leave behind

I wear dark make-up and hide my past
If you don't like that, then you can kiss my *ss
I know I have a beautiful life
Even though I used to live by the knife

You judge upon the scars on my arm
It's none of your business, it was my self harm
Why talk about the scars I made
When you don't give a sh*t anyways

You sit with your friends and laugh at me
Over everything that I cannot be
prom queen, cheerleader, the most popular girl
all those things make me want to hurl

Does it really make you feel big
Knowing the claws in my heart is where you dig
Little do you know, I hear what you say
Every insult, every joke, I hear it everyday

Think I'm done, totally wrong
I'm gonna scream it out like a song
Eff you, Eff what you heard
You're gonna listen to all my words

I'm not a princess, truth be told
I already know what my future holds
It doesn't consist of you running your mouth
When you don't know what you're talking about

I'm really not all that bad
But you diss me because I get sad
I can't help the way I feel
It's like telling me that the world isn't real

I'm almost done, open your ears
Let me tell you why I have these tears
I'm loud because I used to be silent
Strong back bone because people get violent

I dont get pushed around
so firm my feet stay on the ground
i stand up for what I believe
dont let my looks decieve

I shield my face behind my hair
You think because of that i dont care
thats what you miss behind my eyes
leaving you with unanswered whys

i have my opinions that you dont like
but why make a big deal and cause a fight
i may not think in the way you do
but God gave you a brain and me too

to end this here and now
let me say this one thing
its not nice to talk about people
so just stop please