Invisible

Sometimes I feel like the only person alive in the whole world,
Sometimes I scream and shout and not a person will turn a head,
I could be covered head to toe in blood in a crowded place,
No one will notice or care that shortly I could be dead.

I look in the mirror when I wake in the mornings,
Grab my make-up and brush to fix my flowing hair,
Go out with a smile feeling strangly slightly happy,
And not a person in the world will even know I'm there.

I used to be such a happy, lively, bubbly person,
But when you died you took with you my heart,
Now my once signature smile is replaced by sadness,
It's been that way since our hands have been apart.

My once close and caring group of such amazing friends,
Can't see the pain I hide behind my secretive eyes,
They used to know everything about me,
But now my pain is hidden by painful and overpowering lies.

I used to be something, noticed while walking down a street,
I used to have such a bright and promising future ahead,
I used to be the life of the party, always fun, would try anything once,
But the old me has disappeared now you're dead.

Now I am nothing, there's no one that even cares,
I have nothing to live for, I can't cry anymore tears,
You used to be there, my beloved fiancee, through rain or shine,
You used to say you loved me, you chased away my fears,
Now I'm surrounded by darkness, taking away my soul,
And I have no power nor strength to stop it going on,
So I'll sit here silenlt as no one will miss me and accept my fate,
As I can't wait any longer for someone to help me, I've waited too long.

To you all I'm invisible,
Not a person, not a care,
But no matter how much you all forget about me,
I am may be invisible, but I'm still there.