Tarnished Memory

by Remie   Jan 26, 2011


Tarnished Memory

Conflicts entwine within my mind,
As the intensity of my love for you decreases,
An image of you enshrined within my mind appears in my memory,
I see you when my eyes are closed, your apparition appears within my mind, daunting me, my thoughts and views of your abuse increases,

In an instant your image appears before me, I hear your voice degrading me within my mind, your place within my heart begins to disincline, you hold no portion of my mind, still you appear to me, reproducing your disrespect vividly,

You lack any indication which may provide some justification as to the cause of your appearance, I am disinclined to determine the cause of your sighting, yet you continue to play on my mind with each reappearance,

I resolved to dismiss you from my mind, I will force your memory to disappear, wipe out your image infinitely, your disrespect endlessly clear,

You're memory won't fade, I am unable to dismiss you from my mind, I've tried incessantly, you're forever haunting me, wishing you would evanesce rapidly,

Your memory won't disappear, your disrespect continues to repeat your offensive phrases, your face implanted within my mind, your memory has persevered,

I close my eyes, within your mind your face appears, I see the anger in your eyes, I perceive the arrogance within your voice,
Your disrespect adamantly clear, your previous abuse, without choice, revised,

Recalling the events of that day, emotions ran high, situations were intensified, arrogance and ignorant abusive language was used to cruelly convey your anger, causing dismay, requests to leave were abode by,

Attempted apologies, calls being ignored, instances and abuse which were uncalled for, pathetic attempts to convey regret, manipulation attempts deplored, despite disturbance, you reappear within my mind, an instance which I deplore,

I desire the apparition eliminated from my memory and it's presence to be deplored, your disrespectful recurrent mistreatment removed, the haunting image erased in all sense, I do not require to listen to abuse, as the language and manner is offensive,

It is necessary that your memory be removed, seize this image from within my mind, it is essential that I dismiss the trouble and the affect the trouble proved to cause, this is the last goodbye,

I will impose the memory to disappear, your abuse will cease to aggravate my mind, I will place my pain behind a palisade, all your words and memories will be streamlined. 

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