Love me.

Would it be wrong to just lie a little bitrneven though it wouldnt be a lie anymorerncause Im telling you the truth nowrnis it wrong to love what I ever loved? rncause some things wont ever fadernI know the past is for leaving behindrneverything that ever hurt you so badrnbut sometimes you wanna hold on rnto that one thing you lovernbut it wouldnt be true that love is for onerncause time in time you love someone elsernstill I wonder how bad it could bernto still love your old ex friend rnmy oldest most important friendrnI wont ever regret for how it all endedrnand how it all beganrnbelieve me you are my most loved onernbut I do still care about the pastrnits like being stuck somewhere in betweenrnI wanna let go of all that ever hurt mernand only let in what I care aboutrnbut it is so hard to let things in rnthat mean so much to mernthe fear is overwhelming me rnIm holding you so closerncause even though Its hard to let you inrnIm scared that someday rnI have to let you go...rnwhat I really mean is I hopernI really hope that its for rnso much longer than a few monthsrnthat this time you will be that onernwho will love me longer than just for some time ..