My Habibi ya hayati, Even though Your not with me this day
I still apologize you left the world this way
We both tried our best, and didn't make it through
Just know my thoughts always go back to you
I love you te amo Ana bahebok. Nothing will ever express
How much i hate your demise, i think as i undress
And so, at nightime when i can no longer stay awake
Fatigue takes over, not the love we used to make
Memories blow over and i really start to miss
Your passionate essence and every night i feel your kiss
Because i swear the stars never rise
without reflecting the sexy blue-ness in your eyes
I miss your face, i miss your heat, i miss your smell
I miss your taste, i miss the body i knew so well
And i always have dreams
of your sexy full lips and black hair that beams
Of My baby, My BABY, my joy, and my love
The one who flew on like a dove
As for me, my love, life will go on.
with or without you, love or loveless, i'll be strong
God bless my boo. Make his life worthwhile
Bless with pride this man, and our miscarriaged child
please don't make me cry, don't make me hold remorse
he lies there motionless , dead by force
we could not have seen death near
Something inside of me died. i now hold no fear
Bullets blasted. blood leaked. a light shone.
Something inside of me died,& something else had grown
Remember me with love, baby. Rest in tranquility
I feel numb, much like a tumor i killed my own debility.
