Hmm.. The topic itself is debatable and the message is clear and full of anger. As things blessed with life, I guess we all have to give a little sacrifice. Sometimes these sacrifices are painful and it seems we can't take it anymore, but trust me, God gives us what's best for us.. I've been on that same road, but I've managed to keep going..

This piece came out as if to mock God

"if god should get involved and come to save
me against my will, i'd kill myself in front of
him to show him the meaning of courage
and contempt;"

if God should get involved? He's always there. A little trial reveals you're strength, and your anger, resentment and bitterness just goes to show you don't have that strength.. to show the meaning of courage and contempt? you don't know the meaning of courage and contempt..

Well, it's quite rare I find really honest poems.. This just shows the bitterness and anger a human has when they don't believe...

-X