This piece is so true, I relate 100% and I love the way you made it sound. The description of drowning is perfect and saying its a relief from life is so accurate. It's a shame you had to know what this feels like, but I'm glad you found a way to explain it; that's something I've wanted to do so many times just never knew how or where to start. Excellent, piece. Wonderful job, though again, I'm sorry to know that you too are drowning.