Her_ion

I have knew of her for years now. But never seen her in person. But feel as I know everything about her. The way every one has welcomed her in with open arms. She could brighten your day as if the world around you didn't exist. All your worries all of your thoughts on pause while she visited. At first it was every so often she was seen. Somewhere down the line. Day after day. She became the person you needed the most. The way she could make u feel was something you couldn't explain. All the places you would go together all the things you could see. Thing u couldn't explain. But was nothing u wanted to stop. Your family couldn't see it and your friends couldn't stop it. They didn't understand they way she was there for you.After Sometime she was the only thing u knew. The day in and out became normal for you that your world around you is now less of what u know it to be. Finally they start to notice that she is tearing you down and even though u have tried to cut her off she just doesn't go. Now the lies to your loved ones is what your telling now. Not on purpose but to protect them. Your not ready and she's not leaving. So many nights of being lonely and lost is all it takes for you to be gone. She tried and failed is all I can say today. Nothing more or nothing less. Today she took over, today she gave me everything, she came in strong. And this time made me weak. Nothing you can stop. Right now your head is clouded and you think you about to pass out or fall asleep. For you its the greatest feeling. And that is how you go. No warning, no kisses goodbye. Just tears to the loved ones you have left behind. One last time they say goodbye as a kiss to the forehead is what you get. Close casket this is it.down into the ground we put you and wave our last goodbye. You will be missed.
I wish are words could have gotten through. my last words are I Love You!