Kryptonite

Tell me all your prettied lies
as you slowly steal my soul
Break my heart, the fault is mine
For believing in you at all

Paint my agony into pictures
A sick enchanting view
The blood, the tears, the devastation
All just an entree for you.

The scars I wear inside myself
So deep I cringe with every touch
My love, my patience, my sacrifices
Never amounting to much

You place your failures on my head
And ill admit, I let you so
The drugs you take have warped your mind
Confusing friend and foe

I hate how weak you make me
That now I've lost myself
Threw caution to the wind for love
And now I have nothing else

You pray upon my affections
You build up and up my doubt
Picking a fight, smashing me down
Without telling me what it's about

I hate you with my everything
I love you even more
Can't find a common ground
My heart and head at war

I hope one day you wake up
Feel regret from truth known deep inside
10 years of battling hell for you
And all you gave me was goodbye