I'm strong and proud
I'm weak and shy
I hate being betrayed
I cant help but lie
I have trust issues
But I hope for the best
I act like I'm fantastic
But I feel like I'm much less
I fall in love
I begin to hate
I want to be alone
Yet I want to date
I am simplistic
Yet oh so confusing
I want to say yes
But still I keep refusing
I'm loud and out there
I try and keep my cool
Tell me you love me
And ill fall like a fool
I'm in a world of hurt
So much suffering and pain
But I keep on smiling
Its my own little game
The war rages on
But I smile like I'm okay
I hope to find even ground
Some how... some day...
