Aww...this seriously hurt me. Ouch. I don't know why these things happen...love is never easy.

So difficult when we don't feel good enough for someone in ways that affect us. But always remember you are special and beautiful, it is only someone's judgement, who in truth are judging themselves.

Much warmth

Michael :)

A warm welcome to the site.
This was certainly a sad post from you to read but it is always good to get burdens like this off your chest; this place is certainly good for that. Well expressed.

All the very best,

Ben