It feels wrong to press the 'like' button on here, but you understand why I have.
I'm not going to try and find words. I can't even begin to imagine your pain. But this was a powerful read, raw and brave of you to share.
No one will judge your anger, no one has that right until they've walked your path for even one painful second.
I too hesitated to push the like button. I'm sorry for your loss, you are right, no one unless they've been through it knows how you are feeling or the devastation you must feel. Thank you for sharing this, it's raw and a hard read . Prayers and hugs sent your way...