This piece tossed me to tears.

Firstly I want to say, powerful and moving words you have shared,
but this poem is more than words, it is your heart crying out for the love
of your children, and that is what makes it so powerful.

To watch your children suffer and being "alone" at this moment breaks my heart,
I know this feeling- Its devastating------

Keep writing, and please continue to hope, hug your babies in your heart <3

I wish you all the best, thank you for sharing.

Thank you for sharing this emotional honest poem with us.
I appreciate that you feel conflicted. Part of you wants justice whilst the other knows that being non confrontational is probably the wise choice. My advice is work on your anger in ways that won't hurt you and your family. Writing is one of many ways to do this, so keep writing, try exercising and perhaps meditation.

Good luck and stay strong.