I'm scared

I'm scared to get too close to you
and then you'll run away
I'm scared to love you
and afraid you won't stay.

I'm scared you'll only hurt me
when I think it's true
I'm scared you won't be there
at the time I need you.

I'm scared you won't like me
in that special way
I'm scared you wont need me
not now or any day.

I'm scared you'll tell me lies
and I'll believe them one by one
I'm scared to see the truth
and see it was just for fun.

I'm scared to trust you
when you say you'll always be here
I'm scared to believe you
and that there was nothing there.

I'm scared you'll tell me you love me
when it wasn't true
I'm scared you'll say you want me for me
but really for what you thought I'd do.

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