Maria

They say you never forget,
your first love,
no mater what,
even if there up above.

I never believed it was true,
but now I do,
because Maria,
I still love you.

Before I met you,
I was as straight as straight can get,
but that was a lie,
and acting that part made me feel like shit.

When you asked me if I was a lesbian,
I said I was bi,
but that was just because people were around,
and I didn't want to die.

I just want you to know,
once we got to know another,
I had these feelings,
and I knew I loved you more then others.

But that was a long time ago,
and our love has come and gone,
but I just wait for the day,
when we meet again,
and am able to say I'm gay.

Don't ever forget,
that you were my first love,
you made my heart soar,
like a dove.